The term perdendosi refers to the musical process which almost always comes at the end of a piece and directs sound, rhythm and tone to gradually fade and die away. On my Easter theatre trip to Cambridge with U3A, I took the opportunity to visit Kettle’s Yard and go to the wonderful Lucie Rie exhibition.
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Norman McBeath: photographer, printmaker. |
Edmund de Waal offers his own train of thought and associations in his accompanying text Twelve Leaves, which he describes as both autobiography and a journal of reading. This is a uniquely personal, oblique and moving text, in which he draws from poets including Proust, Goethe and Celan in exploring his own emotional response, stimulated by living with these extraordinary images.
Perdendosi is a perfect description of the process of late ageing with the gradual approaching end of life for all living things; I now have a lovely name for this late stage of my life! I look at myself and realise that I am in a state of human perdendosi, contented with this inevitable process and its many manifestations. The mirror shows me a face poised in the gradual downturn to oldest age and death but, as the music grows fainter, I slowly see how contented I am with this inevitable process and its many manifestations. I feel strangely at peace within my perdendosi. My personal music is slowly slipping into the beginnings of the final, perhaps prolonged, diminuendo and I strain to appreciate it because it is so precious in its calmness and completeness. Increasingly, I breathe in the peace experienced within this personal perdendosi and I quietly relish this special individual experience with its occasional challenges, while appreciating the vast universality of this process. Like childbirth, my perdendosi is experienced as entirely individual and private even as it takes its place within the universality of its inevitability.
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Johann Wolfgang von Goethe 1749-1832 |
I am weary with contending!
Why this rapture and unrest?
Peace descending
Come, ah, come into my breast.”
Schubert sets it to music in 1821. De Waal writes, “ It is a song of a letting go, the descent, the perdendosi of leaves.”
“The Ettersberg beech forests are cleared in 1937 to make way for the Buchenwald concentration camp. Goethe Eike, his oak, is preserved and it is named. It stands in the centre of the camp. On 24 August 1944, the camp is bombed and the oak burns all night long. The DDR government casts its stump in concrete. It has a plaque. No leaves.”
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Goethe Oak, Buchenwald Memorial |
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One beautiful old face to represent human perdendosi |